Monday, October 20, 2008 -

i nid somewhere to release my emotions first, before i start doing my OP scripts...

I noe my no show in de afternoon w/o good reasons is bad....irresponsible of me...sorry...
but...i just feel weird weird de when wif u 3 girls and me onli...
is lyk...sometimes after lit i will feel dis way le...i duno y i just feel weird...
i try nt to disappear just lidat nxt time...sorry...that was still selfish of me today...

2 mre days...get back promo results le...
the tot of retaining is really getting into me...its hindering me...
that kind of fear...i tink it's affecting my a lvls chinese prep...
my essay ideas ain't flowing anymore...
but..
I SHOULDN'T BE FINDING SOMETHING TO BLAME!!!
SHIT...

most scary of all is maths and lit...i nid pass these 2...i nid a B for maths...PLEASE!!!

8:04 PM