Thursday, October 23, 2008 -

It's such a weird feeling...i've never experience it before..

Haiz...shan't blog about it...

Firstly...blog abt ytd first...

Gt back my promo results...my result is as follow..

Literature: 17/25 and 12/25, so 58/100
Physics: 41/100
GP: 29/50 and 27/50, so is 58/100
Econs: 13/25 and 18/30, so is 56/100
Maths: 69/100

My Results for Promos...2 Bs(including chinese), 3 Cs, 1 S

haiz...duno how to help my physics...
lol...


thats all to blog ba...
chiong op le..
bb

8:12 PM


Monday, October 20, 2008 -

i nid somewhere to release my emotions first, before i start doing my OP scripts...

I noe my no show in de afternoon w/o good reasons is bad....irresponsible of me...sorry...
but...i just feel weird weird de when wif u 3 girls and me onli...
is lyk...sometimes after lit i will feel dis way le...i duno y i just feel weird...
i try nt to disappear just lidat nxt time...sorry...that was still selfish of me today...

2 mre days...get back promo results le...
the tot of retaining is really getting into me...its hindering me...
that kind of fear...i tink it's affecting my a lvls chinese prep...
my essay ideas ain't flowing anymore...
but..
I SHOULDN'T BE FINDING SOMETHING TO BLAME!!!
SHIT...

most scary of all is maths and lit...i nid pass these 2...i nid a B for maths...PLEASE!!!

8:04 PM


Saturday, October 11, 2008 -

Happy Belated Birthday Ee Ling!!
Happy Birthday Yiwen!!
Happy Birthday Mum!!

Lol..ok...

afternoon went to de dog therapy thing...nth much to do there...sian...
onli 3 dogs..none from last month...
mixed wif the old folks there...lol...but oso duno wat to talk...oso nth to talk...scared to talk sensitive subjects...ahiz...

at nite...where all fun begins...

wif geraldine, went to meet sharmini at Southview LRT station...den on the LRT saw junjie, li hai, you quan...den at Keat Hong LRT pick up Zhi hao...den at BP LRT pick up kai hsiang...den all go ks hse there...

den we reach at arnd 5...den marcus join us...lol...THE REST NOT HERE YET!! WTH
den yong hui came...

den de rest came lyk 6++...MAKE US WAIT AN HOUR...SIAN SIAN SIAN

den eat the stuffs...lol..de finger foods all gt prawn de!! i cant eat prawn...den my throat itchy itchy...lol...den eat quite a lot..haha..ks mum cook so nice!!

den all the fun realli begins!!

we were laying our plans into action for yq...wont say wat it is...
it's at the carpark top
den he get EL come up...den me henry xj drey ks zz hide and watch...

lol...stupid henry kena found out so easily..haha...joker...
den dey go pull us all out of our hiding places..hehe...

den wan take pic dat time so funny la!! shan't say exactly wat to...coz nw say lyk nt very funni...

den went to bring the cake up to the carpark top
den sing song for eeling, den de kissing, mangoing, all the funny funny stuffs all come out..

someone kena mango 5 times den nosebleed somemore..OMG...haha
another person kena mango once...

den we go scare someone till all of us left laughing!!

lol...dats it...
those at party: me, geraldine, sharmini, junjie, youquan, lihai, zhihao, kaihsiang, marcus, yonghui, alvin, zhizheng, kaisheng, henry, timothy (sperman), xinjie, yongquan, jiamin...did i miss anyone out???

dats all
de ridder signing off..

11:27 PM


Thursday, October 9, 2008 -

went back to ccks just now to tutor the sec 4s...out of 8 onli 4 came back...happy to see them..

we even started at 5.30pm!! so early...the 3 who came first are alright and nice... at least they show the sense of hunger for knowledge...u can see they realli wan do well for English O lvls...

How unfortunate...we have so little times with them, we cant even help them much...so little time..we duno wat to teach them to help them get better....

yet...we came despite our busy schedule...4 of them dun appreciate them and dun come...looking thru at yr essays...we can noe wat kind of mistakes u are making...we can gif u pointers...but u all refuse to...obviously u dun trust our teachings...

lol..oso duno wat i saying and writing..quite brain dead...

going off..
bb

10:57 PM


Wednesday, October 8, 2008 -

Haiz...these few nites...i duno y...i feel very moody....

very easily pissed and irritated..suddenly duwan ppl to call me at all...even if is girls call(nice-looking ones smemre) i oso no mood...

haiz...

written report is a big problem....
WR is an even bigger problem...
i realli realli duwan see her in India..
Neither do i wan same class wif her again...

De onli ting that i enjoy these few days are the marking of essays...duno y i enjoy marking essays...even their bad ones...haha...

i miss cckss...
i still dun feel lyk im comfy inPJC...

EMO
De ridder
Off to his lone world...

10:41 PM