Wednesday, April 30, 2008 -

Haha....I'm in the EXCO of my CCA!!

Although is just a team leader, but i dun mind.

Hope can get used quickly... in Primary sch, i was vice head. In secondary sch, i was chair, and i daresay i gt quite alot of authority in both cases...now...im team leader, haha...nt so much authority le...finally will be 'keep in check'....haha...

Hopefully, i can still do my best, for PW, CCA den theres still NYAA, lit stuffs..hopefully i can cope...wif study and PE to add on...

sry AVA...looks lyk i gt nt much time for you le...sad...sorry ms sim and mrs lua...

9:32 PM


Wednesday, April 23, 2008 -

Today...there was a talk by Halogen, and for the first time i listened...then there
was the talk on NS...


I feel lost..Physics...im realli poor at it...literature...today...is lyk whole class answered mr Sas question...except me...i kept quiet for the whole lesson...im sure mr sas noticed...Econs...although i feel i can understand de subject...but i haf been scrapping just-pass...haiz...otherwise..i feel im nt so bad...

Am i like wat Mrs Tan said? That i have not settled in?? Haiz..i lost my passion for stuffs...hopefully i still got my integrity..but that's nt for mi to judge...im not challenging for stuffs...im getting too laid back...haiz...Im lost...the NS talk...make me even more worse...nw..i even haf to worry for NS...sigh...

Wats going on with me?!?!
Haiz...who can gimme advice?

6:52 PM


Tuesday, April 15, 2008 -

haiz...im already said i givin up..nw i onli treat u like fren nia..yet...u are still avoiding mi...perhaps is natural for girls to do so...but yet...muz u be so cold??

ask u stuffs...i duno...can lunch tgt anot...i duno....i cant stand it anymore...i just wan to be good frens wif u...u do all these tings...wat u trying to make me do? hate u? do u still value me as yr fren?

cold shoulders...yours are too icy...
I hate JC life

10:38 AM


Saturday, April 12, 2008 -

Haha...Had great fun today...

last nite Cheryl called me to go out wif em...den i haf 2 choices to go...but i wasnt also listening much to her..haha..i was slping...

morning went to sao mu...woke up at 5...went wif my 3 cousins..haha...we ate you tiao and drank soya bean along de way to the temple...reached the place by around 6.15...den we start asking each other, "will they wake up so early to eat?" lol...

anyway...we reached and prayed and burn joss stick..first we went to visit my ah gong ah ma...but cant visit my da shen and wai gong wai po coz the vegetarian floor not open yet..but in the end dey opened the door later..and we left by 7.15..den reached home before 8..

I haf half a tot to not go out le...coz lyk a lot of hw...den i figured out tt if i dun go..i oso might nt do hw...den at home very sian..i might miss out on lots of fun and stuff....so i decided to go in de end..

met Marcus, Li Hai, Jit Xiong, kai hsiang, Lau JJ and we waited at mac..den minyi came...

when we reached below kai sheng's house and de rest all came....ee ling, xinjie, kai sheng, henry, yong hui, wei qing, jia jun, alvin, timothy and Bdae boy and girl Audrey and Zhi Zheng! You quan came after that...he was lazing at home...:P

den we eat alot! got mee sua, fried rice, bee hoon, curry and bread, smiley potato, nuggets, fishballs, tofu, mushroom?, hot dogs and lots of drinks! haha...eat and eat..lol...nice nice....kai sheng's mother can realli cook!!

den we did alot of funny, stupid and disgusting stuffs..haha...everyone was looking at us...haha....

den we cut cake! cake was big, nice and CREAMY!! lol...we had alittle fun wif bdae boy and girl...den marcus, kai hsiang, Lau JJ, youquan, jit xiong and lihai all went off first...i was in half a mind to go too but i stayed...haha..glad i did too..

den ee ling and xinjie went before the rest of us go to the carpark and played water bomb at the roof top..haha..so fun!!

tekan everyone...everyone was wet...when water bomb were out...we went downstairs and refilled water...25 cents for 2 pails..so worth it....den henry and zhi zheng ran all over the place...from 7th floor to first floor...den in de end wei qing slip and 'boom'...landed on the floor..haha....

bla bla bla....and we all finish...took pics and went off...dey went to eat and i went home....


Haha...had fun today...it was realli fun...took quite alot of pics...took alot of funny and wacky video...meeting up wif those CCKSians that i miss...forgot all abt JC life...and everything...it was as though we were still in de same sch...but went i was walking home....reality hit me back..hard... suddenly i rmbed abt PJC....de class where i still dun realli feel much joy there...PW...HW...all the problems..haiz...i realli wish that we remain like sec 4...haiz...


Now..LAST NITE:

Went back to sch for the 15th speech day...extra fun!!! forgot who went back le..anyway..so mani till cant name all out..den i saw marcus and we started all our craps, juz like old times! we sat beside each other anyway for the speech day...den the gang of AVA- my batch, all talked and talked...haha..i felt im back in de old times...sob..

Hang around the sch, talked alot alot wif the old frens..and we went up to hall for the start of speech day

de speeches by those 'ex-upstairs' were of coz, BORING!!! GOH was some Mr Andrew Chew...duno whozat.. Before that was a task which will most likely be the last time i will do it- singing of the CCKS school song...i sang it aloud...they chng the video..still dun haf my face inside..sad =(...

den de prize presentation...07 sec 1 to sec 3s went up...onli 3 AVA got award...Sumitha, Siva and Lihao..proud of em...den at the ppt there..all sec 4s wonder whether will haf our faces anot..haha...

den when is nearer to our turn...i gt nervous..i was the 2nd one to go up...and yup...got our faces on the ppt slide...i tink when i take foto wif the GOH i wasnt looking at the camera...den i cant rmb whether i bow properly anot..too nervous i gues..den i saw Ms Filzah sitting behind de curtain!!!haha..she was givin me a thumb-up...haha...

den we took a grp foto wif the GOH..den we went back to sit....den it was the long service award for the staff of the school....5 yr award got alot of teachers...10 yr award oso gt lots of teachers...we stood up and clapped for some of dem...den bla bla bla...top student of the year...student of the year...den was a performance by Kenny Lee and Wei ken...lol...den it was the pupils creed, me and marcus improvised it!!

den we went down eat dinner...talked to ms wong...mr kumar...mr lau...mdm ibaidah..we teased her and ask very cheekily whether shes pregnant...sadly is a 'No'..haiz...den joke wif ms nora and ms zee...miss them all! den talked to both Mr Loy...mr kong..mr chua...mdm siti...ms see...mr leong...den took foto wif ms sim...mrs tang...mdm lim choon toh...ms filzah...haha...love dem all! ;x also got take pics wif other students...pity no take wif aimin...neither did we go out and eat oso...lol..o well...

left...and met Mr Ng at the bus stop..erm...Mr Josiah Ng..yup! that old guy is back...haha...had some talks...den 4-8 peeps came along..so did the bus...we talked about how all of us had changed and stuff...den cheryl cant recognise josiah..lol...
thats it...

i realised...i was the only 2/5 to get an award!! haha...make me so proud of myself..haha....anyway...had great great fun today....miss dem all!!

kk...
end here...
bb!!

De Ridder...
Signing off

6:47 PM


Sunday, April 6, 2008 -

Haha...finally added some colours to the blog...It is now no longer Black, white and gray..

Last nite i thought of some things. Life is so full of irony.

I duno how to explain..but the thinkings are all there...ha ha...

Life, it is in a mess, which can nvr be cleared up..

8:56 PM


Saturday, April 5, 2008 -

WAHAHAHA!!!

Today i da feng shou!!!

Went Bugis for dinner wif my mum and sis...ate Sakae Teppanyaki...it's not bad!! haha...a tad expensive though...

Den...i met my dear dear old fren, SHUNI!! i long time no see her, kinda miss her (& all 4-6sians too!!) We met on opposite escalator...haha..said hi...den wave and wave...hahaha...

den went walk walk...den saw somebody...and that somebody, if i nvr see wrongly, is Zhen Hao...was wif his stead...haha...walk past him directly..yet tink he no see me...his eyes were all on tt girl..wahaha...smiling so happily...nt like de red lobster when i was sec 1...haha...

went to Adidas, bought a water bottle! then also FINALLY found the Black Liverppol Euro away kit and bought it!! YES!! wahaha...a pity nt to haf any prints of name and no behind the shirt..if not it will DEFINITELY BE #9- TORRES!!! This kit, i was looking for it since December...haha...finally..i can lay my hands on it..cost $107..abit ex..but its alrgith..can be charged to my dad...haha...

wat else wat else?!?!!? Oh..went to Mong Kok HK Cafe for a drink...wah!! The hot plate there...all so nice- smelling!!! haha...the menu...all the food...looks so nice!! then the drinks..OMG!!! so many choices!! i took a long time to choose what to drink..in the end went for de classic...港式冻奶茶！！haha...shiok...the tea was thick thick de..de kind i like..

den went to Kinokuniya...where i found the full version of Flowers of Algernon...cant help myself to not buy it...so...i bought it!! haha...but duno gt time read anot..so much hw...so much tests coming up...wats more..i haven read finish my literature book...Pride and Prejudice..so..if i read flowers of algernon now..i will feel guilty...

For those who noe how to appreciate Flowers for Algernon...u can come find me to borrow the book!! haha...

Den before go home..bought the chewy junior..haha....dat dalon buy a box for jasmine's bdae present..tempted me so much..haha...besides..it was de WHOLE GROUP decision to buy it..haha...sounds like eat so much today...lol...

We planned where to go out to eat for the next 3 saturdays le..haha...

All right...
De ridder...signing off...

Liverpool Rules!

9:23 PM

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So long no post le...
yet duno got wat to write...
nth to write about...
these few days had been...
quite quiet...
inner me...feel so souless...

i duno y..i still dun realli feel the bond wif this class...
S28 seems so..distant to mi...i dun like it...but neither do i detest it..
i juz dun feel the sense of attachment to this class...its lacking something...
i just feel that im just passing time at this class...haha...i sensed some irony in my mind=)...

signing off...
Lonesome
De ridder...

11:19 AM