Era of a time

2008-12-22T23:58:00.001+08:00

This blog..is dead...but i wont close it...

nxt time..when i going to start blogging again...the skin will change..

goodbye

2008-11-30T20:51:00.003+08:00

Haiz

Im back from India

CRAP

it was supposed to be a 7-day trip, den became a 3 day trip!! stupid.

Thanks to terrorist attacks at mumbai, + de exeggeration of newspapers, + worried parents and staffs...we are all FORCED FORCED FORCED to come back to Singapore early.
(also duno can reclaim back the money...)

Though the 30 of us were abit split into the 3 racial grps...abit sad about this though...but the 10 of us were really having fun...

Cheryl, Me, Geraldine, June, Ruian, Jeanie, Jared, Lin Zhong, Wing Yu and Sylvia...

The 10 of us were starting to gel together and haf fun, i'm also starting to noe the rest of the ppl, den all these haf to end and i have to come home..

I dun lyk it!! i wana stay! i wan go Ooty and mysore...this getaway from Singapore, from stress and stuffs...haiz...it ended so early...

The 3 days, nonetheless, are still very fun and well-spent, wif Cheryl, Ger, June and Ruian. =D

Laugh and laugh, play and play, do stupid tings, secret things...haha....life is so exciting!!!

Duno wat to say, haiz..

De ridder
Sadly back from India

2008-11-12T10:36:00.002+08:00

OH MY GOD!!!

its de holiday!!!

since last fri is de last day i went back sch...
lets make this my first week of my holiday...

AND ITS THE FIRST WEEK OF MY HOLIDAY!!
and im so BORED....REALLY BORED....

sian...........

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Good news: I got promoted
Bad news: some of my frens didnt
i heard some having probs too.....
haiz...i wish i can help..but i cant help much..sian...

next thing: i haven't been blogging much...
coz...not much emotions to pour out...haha...
haf i turned heartless??
no...its just that i duwan share too much of my tots...
i m mostly pouring stuffs into my personal diary cum good fren cum schoolmate Miss stuPIG tooty Cheryl oiNG...lol...
its much better to pour stuffs into her...lol...at least she can reply u...dun make it so bored...and available omost everyday...lol...plus that...still-can-tahan
voice...and maybe that face that still can call cute(opps)
Best part: u throw anything at her she oso can absorb..haha..its so hard to make her angry...
yup..she's the best!!(whoever wan noe her, nxt time if i rmb and haf it,i will put her pic..lol)

wait..i wan make it clear...I DUN LYK/LOVE HER AS A (LOVER?)!!!
yeah...along that line...

One line i learn during lit lessons...
Friends come and go
i wish dis fren stays in my life forever....
for i already lose one gd fren....
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Going india soon....which is great!!!
but i scared wont be so fun...but i will be more prepared!!
The other time before i go, i noe the following people out of 20 participants: Audrey, Geraldine, Sharmini, Azureen, Sheela, Julia, Yiwen, Jouhar, Clarence, Shoban and Daryl.

This time, out of 30, i noe: Geraldine, CHERYL, Ruian, June, Wingyu, Sylvia, Jeanie, Zhafri, Nanthinee(hope spell correctly) and Fathimah (hope spell correctly too)

so..nt so bad...

this time go south india....although no president, no chief minister..
but gt some Kollywood(duno wheres that) de stars to see...so nt so bad...

2 yrs ago de India trip, let me noe my Good Friend of my life...wonder wat will dis trip bring me???
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Haiz..find my life very boring nowadays..
nowhere to go..nothing to do....
sian ar!!!!

oso duno wat to blog....
coz life is so so so boring....

2008-10-23T20:12:00.002+08:00

It's such a weird feeling...i've never experience it before..

Haiz...shan't blog about it...

Firstly...blog abt ytd first...

Gt back my promo results...my result is as follow..

Literature: 17/25 and 12/25, so 58/100
Physics: 41/100
GP: 29/50 and 27/50, so is 58/100
Econs: 13/25 and 18/30, so is 56/100
Maths: 69/100

My Results for Promos...2 Bs(including chinese), 3 Cs, 1 S

haiz...duno how to help my physics...
lol...

thats all to blog ba...
chiong op le..
bb

2008-10-20T20:04:00.002+08:00

i nid somewhere to release my emotions first, before i start doing my OP scripts...

I noe my no show in de afternoon w/o good reasons is bad....irresponsible of me...sorry...
but...i just feel weird weird de when wif u 3 girls and me onli...
is lyk...sometimes after lit i will feel dis way le...i duno y i just feel weird...
i try nt to disappear just lidat nxt time...sorry...that was still selfish of me today...

2 mre days...get back promo results le...
the tot of retaining is really getting into me...its hindering me...
that kind of fear...i tink it's affecting my a lvls chinese prep...
my essay ideas ain't flowing anymore...
but..
I SHOULDN'T BE FINDING SOMETHING TO BLAME!!!
SHIT...

most scary of all is maths and lit...i nid pass these 2...i nid a B for maths...PLEASE!!!

2008-10-11T23:27:00.002+08:00

Happy Belated Birthday Ee Ling!!
Happy Birthday Yiwen!!
Happy Birthday Mum!!

Lol..ok...

afternoon went to de dog therapy thing...nth much to do there...sian...
onli 3 dogs..none from last month...
mixed wif the old folks there...lol...but oso duno wat to talk...oso nth to talk...scared to talk sensitive subjects...ahiz...

at nite...where all fun begins...

wif geraldine, went to meet sharmini at Southview LRT station...den on the LRT saw junjie, li hai, you quan...den at Keat Hong LRT pick up Zhi hao...den at BP LRT pick up kai hsiang...den all go ks hse there...

den we reach at arnd 5...den marcus join us...lol...THE REST NOT HERE YET!! WTH
den yong hui came...

den de rest came lyk 6++...MAKE US WAIT AN HOUR...SIAN SIAN SIAN

den eat the stuffs...lol..de finger foods all gt prawn de!! i cant eat prawn...den my throat itchy itchy...lol...den eat quite a lot..haha..ks mum cook so nice!!

den all the fun realli begins!!

we were laying our plans into action for yq...wont say wat it is...
it's at the carpark top
den he get EL come up...den me henry xj drey ks zz hide and watch...

lol...stupid henry kena found out so easily..haha...joker...
den dey go pull us all out of our hiding places..hehe...

den wan take pic dat time so funny la!! shan't say exactly wat to...coz nw say lyk nt very funni...

den went to bring the cake up to the carpark top
den sing song for eeling, den de kissing, mangoing, all the funny funny stuffs all come out..

someone kena mango 5 times den nosebleed somemore..OMG...haha
another person kena mango once...

den we go scare someone till all of us left laughing!!

lol...dats it...
those at party: me, geraldine, sharmini, junjie, youquan, lihai, zhihao, kaihsiang, marcus, yonghui, alvin, zhizheng, kaisheng, henry, timothy (sperman), xinjie, yongquan, jiamin...did i miss anyone out???

dats all
de ridder signing off..

2008-10-09T22:57:00.002+08:00

went back to ccks just now to tutor the sec 4s...out of 8 onli 4 came back...happy to see them..

we even started at 5.30pm!! so early...the 3 who came first are alright and nice... at least they show the sense of hunger for knowledge...u can see they realli wan do well for English O lvls...

How unfortunate...we have so little times with them, we cant even help them much...so little time..we duno wat to teach them to help them get better....

yet...we came despite our busy schedule...4 of them dun appreciate them and dun come...looking thru at yr essays...we can noe wat kind of mistakes u are making...we can gif u pointers...but u all refuse to...obviously u dun trust our teachings...

lol..oso duno wat i saying and writing..quite brain dead...

going off..
bb

2008-10-08T22:41:00.002+08:00

Haiz...these few nites...i duno y...i feel very moody....

very easily pissed and irritated..suddenly duwan ppl to call me at all...even if is girls call(nice-looking ones smemre) i oso no mood...

haiz...

written report is a big problem....
WR is an even bigger problem...
i realli realli duwan see her in India..
Neither do i wan same class wif her again...

De onli ting that i enjoy these few days are the marking of essays...duno y i enjoy marking essays...even their bad ones...haha...

i miss cckss...
i still dun feel lyk im comfy inPJC...

EMO
De ridder
Off to his lone world...

2008-09-26T22:30:00.000+08:00

lol.. was updating links and stuffs on my blog...

update till blur le...

Promos omost over...

GP, MT, econs was okok....

maths and physics...haha...alittle nt ok...quite a few marks duno hw to do...

anyway...thats all i wanna blog today...bb!

2008-09-01T19:19:00.002+08:00

Lol...shalini cant get the new blogskin for me fast....so im still blogging wif this blogskin...
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Thursday

After PE, went to cckss wif ruian...where they are having the teachers day celebration...felt abit extra...but heck care juz go...haha....quite alright...talk to afew teachers whom i missed...haha...

den yingmao and xue wei came....den we talk wif mr lau...den waited for him to go dinner together....den we did some drawings on the cckss teachers day dedication board first...wahhaa...so fun so fun!!! Den went lot one food junction ate....all ate japanese stall...lol...den went home...

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Friday
Teachers day Celebration

Went school, had a walkathon of ACES day....damn boring....
my class first to walk due to our initiative...and somehow i was first 4 to return...lol....first time first in such ting...pity no prize....

den teachers day performance...quite alright la....funny funny....
den went lunch with jasmine, geraldine, june, ruian, pangwee, guo xiang, nicholas, weiwen, salihudin and louis?

yeah...den me pangwee ruian jasmine geraldine went to shop for a gift for mr cheong, whom we were meeting after that....we bought him a shirt wif flowery pattern, looking abit lyk the hawaii shirt....since he owaes say about going to hawaii after our o lvls...haha...

den went arcade den go take mrt where khengli came along...den go west mall...when about to reach west mall le, Mr cheong sent a sms say he cant meet us today coz he have a sudden meeting that he nid to go...so sad...

den wat happened?? oh yeah!! den geraldine go Library, den jasmine and khengli go M1, den me pangwee and ruian go KFC meet yiwen and jiamin!! Den ruian and pangwee went back home wif geraldine...

DEN, MR cheong sms say he can meet again!! by then geraldine and ruian reach cck le!! wat a joke...den we decided 4/6 meet up awhile, den meet mr cheong on thursday instead...

den..saw Samuel!!! still as short as ever..haiz...=P
Den saw Jia Jin and Zhang Lu at the cinema!!! they go watch the show...forgot call wat le...hope its nice...lol...
Den Shalini came!! Den Marcus came!! He rushed down after he return from a trip to malaysia...so touched..haha...but he no bathe for 5 DAYS 4 NIGHTS!!! haha...Den sheela came!!

Den we go CSC, where Afiqah came!! lol...
Den we want go play bowling...alot of ppl...we want play pool...oso full house!!
grr...den hang around outside de pool centre...den saw....MR CHEONG!!!

Den we talk..he say he rmb all the good memories he had wif us....he say he miss us alot...but pity he rmbed everyone name except for shalini...haha....sad for u shalini...

Talk abit...then take pics..den go BK...den i went home...
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Today
Teachers Day

Went to mrs choo house today...but go lot 1 meet...
de moment i reached...sharmini saw me!! Den after that go find Kai Sheng..den waste abit of time...den go MRT station there wait for the rest...den saw Audi and one more guy(i forgot his name!! S=)
Den saw Zhi Hao!!! Den came along the rest of the 4/6: Audrey, Shuni, Jia min, Yan teng, grace, xiao tong, Sheela, Imah, Junjie, Henry, Zhi Zheng, Shalini..halfway thru saw isa...

Den off we go to take MRT...den we joke and talk along the way...all the boys suan each other...haha...lyk old times...Audrey oso kena shoot..appearantly there's a rumor between audrey and timothy!!haha...

Den reached le joined by Marcus, Julia den eeling...poor eeling kena suan by Junjie..haha...my poor sister..
den some of us go buy stuffs...some proceed to mrs choo house first...de stupid 52 took so long to come...zzz...

Finally reached mrs choo hse!! meet at 11am reached at 1pm...hoots! best record...lol...den mrs choo come out and bring us in!!! went to the function room den saw de other 4/4 ppl who went lyk fahdli and some others...cant rmb the names..=P yeah...and also JOUHAR!!

den joke around...go outside swimming pool kick water...den de rest came back den play abit of poker cards...den also...marcus managed to crack Audrey's HP password...TWICE!!! All by luck...lol...audrey so shocked...haha...den mrs choo cut the cake bought for her...haha...
den all the photo-taking sessions started before slowly mre and mre ppl haf to leave...

den in de end onli left audi, fahdli, jouhar, junjie, zhihao, me, kaisheng, henry, audrey, eeling and jiamin...lol...den mrs choo's youngest son, shawn, came down and play with us.....tink de older brother gt fever...poor lad...

Den we started kicking water again...den i see junjie got wet already..den started a move...i call fahdli, henry, jouhar and kaisheng, den we try to throw junjie into the water!!! lol..in the end me fahdli and henry succeeded.. YES!! haha...den he and shawn cont to play in the water....lol....

Den Afiqah and Aqilah came!!
but audrey, eeling, junjie, shawn, zhihao, henry, kaisheng and me went playground play!!

haha...we play de 3-ppl 'see-saw'..hhaa...so much fun!!! we all were sweating and feel hot after the activity...den all very tired...except shawn!! lol...we were all getting OLD!! LOL

den we left mrs choo house...den at junction 8...eeling and afiqah and jiamin go buy some stuffs....den aqilah go meet her father...den the rest go Long John Silver eat...haha...

den after that took MRT den LRT home...lol..

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Alright...thats de end...

after all these days....haiz...

God-damn it...i love and miss 4/6...
dont mean anything...i oso have my fun wif S28, but i still prefer 4/6 still...haish...

I wanted to add colour to this post...and today take de pics...but im just too tired...haha....and lazy....haha.....

2008-08-25T19:21:00.002+08:00

This should be my last post before i change my blogskin...which i was hoping kind ms Shalini would do me a favour and do one blogskin for mi fast! haha...

Haiz...failed my physics test...10/40....one of the lowest in the class...onli guy to fail...i tink....

maths...i tink i onli can get 2/10..shit..haiz....

onli 4 more weeks to promos...im feeling the heat liao...getting worried....
i nid to pass all with flying colours before im confident to take on JC2!!!!

Damn it..

2008-08-06T19:44:00.001+08:00

Now i just wish that you will always be happy.

2008-07-30T18:07:00.002+08:00

I realised....sometimes....my emotions will sway along wif yrs...when i talk wif u...u moody...sad..unhappy...i will feel very very sad....seeing u smile smile talk talk laugh laugh my mood will still high abit...

i tell myselfs nt to get too affected...but im nt good at self-restraining....

i need time...

but exams coming...i haf nt enough time...haish....

i wan a time turner...to turn back time...to give myself more time...to rectify all the mistakes i had made...all de bads i might have inflicted on u...and enjoy the times once spent wif u....

lol...emo-ing...

lol...hope GCWX wont see dis...lol...
but she will...sigh...

go pia EOM le...bb!

2008-07-23T19:11:00.003+08:00

Wat's de hell wrong with me??!?!

Haish...

i'm now feeling low...no motivation to study...no joy in anything....no mood for anything...low morale...no SOB...yet can feel SOB sometimes...

I have no idea wat i'm doing...im losing control of myself...losing control of my own actions, thoughts, emotions...

The need for control...is so great...so great...

Suddenly, i realise i cant adapt fast enough...bloody...dis kind of feeling...it's so miserable...

I duno wats de real problem here...i dun noe anything...i dun wan to noe anything...i wan to noe everything...i dun wish to noe somethings...i wan to noe those things...

These few days, i just wants to slp early..i feel tired...yet i noe...im mentally, psychologically shutting myself down and shutting myself up... my eyes no longer wish to be open...i'm subconsciously avoiding...running away...im very sure if i fell unconscious, i will go straight into a coma...damn the negative tots...

wats the problem?? issit i've changed?? issit the world and its people have changed?? issit the feelings just not right anymore?? issit lack of chance??

I duno...i can laugh and smile...but it feels very hollow...jokes dun come naturally anymore...haish...dec 5, dec 19, feb 11, feb 21, perhaps they were all mistakes...and now is pay-back...

Damn it...

God, heaven, jesus, bhuddha, guan yin, whoever is there, whoever has heard me, whoever is kind enough....help me...save me...

My world just gets a little darker by de day...i nid some LIGHT...
someone..guide me...

2008-07-20T11:00:00.002+08:00

Well...yesterday went to watch The Dark Knight...haha...SO SO SO NICE LA!!!

i wanna rewatch...its very exciting...den alot of hidden meaning in within...pick up so many tings...so many quotes...saw the significant of some scenes in the movie...
love to write them all down here...but i cant rmb everything...from the movie i came up with such tots...

-No matter how pretty a face might be, deep beneath, we are all ugly.
-if i can't be the hero that you need, then i want to be your Silent Guardian.

if i rmb others..i will add dem here....haha...

tata
ciao
byebye!

2008-07-14T18:53:00.004+08:00

Your words are so insensitive.

2008-07-13T11:02:00.004+08:00

Haiz...finally i've gotten you to tell me sth about yr feelings... now at least i noe wat to do...wat to expect...reasons for everything that's happening...i will do wat i can...to help u feel comfy when im around...

Studies nt very ideal...i nid to chiong for promos very soon...i wan that As to all come...
haish...time to cast aside all feelings...i wan turn heartless soon...lol..

duno wat to blog...

Prins signing off..

Geraldine if you visit my blog pls tag!

haha

2008-07-09T17:23:00.007+08:00

Very very sad.....

Econs and Physics onli got an E...den GP onli got a D...chinese onli got B...sian...
My minimum expectation was at least a D...now i got 2 E....haiz....

Im very sorry...perhaps i had carried my joke too far de other day...and now u r still angry wif me....it's been 2 days...everyday i go home, i will feel down...coz u r still angry wif me...i noe u haf the right to feel angry... but i realli hope you will be appeased soon...dis pains me more than any pain i could experience in de world...

dun hate me....

2008-07-06T21:18:00.002+08:00

YESTERDAY

went out with my dad to Chinatown Square there...where we ate dis Curry Noodles for lunch...super nice...I LOVE IT!
Den went to funan...where we shop for new technologies to buy...lol...we discussed of laptop, mp3, hp...haha...and I BOUGHT MY NEW HP!! N78!! haha..de keypad is abit nt nice...den startup and loading abit slow...but nvm!! i like it...wats more...i get to kip de E65!!! hahaha....hoots..shiok!!
Den went Isetan(not istana, den my cousin joined us)...den it's already 6!! and i meeting Marcus and de rest at lot 1 at 7!!! den on de way home, drove to bukit timah hawker centre to buy dinner for my mum,sis,dad,cousin. Den reach home 7...chnged of clothes den pia to lot 1..reached at 7.30..
Ate at pizza hut...where Eeling, Audrey, Jiamin, Geraldine and Marcus were there...duno whether issit they waiting for me to come and order...lol...i feel so bad if they are...but since i duno issit anot...im nt feeling bad,,,,yet....
den we talked till 9+ at pizza hut...den walk abit of lot 1....den all ciao for home le..

Today

Today is what i call a 'Charging Day'...whole day charging...lol...
Afternoon...me, my sis, and my dad were sleeping...den...i was charging my hp, camera, and ipod....lol....
Den went for Dinner and Ivins..a paranakan restaurant...den went to cold storage...where me and my sis's 'GREAT SAVING PLAN' FAILED...haiz....lol

Dats all im gonna blog...tml going out...bb!!

2008-07-04T09:35:00.003+08:00

ok...asked to blog by shalini...lol...

err....last WED

No sch!! haha! exam break..lol..so nice...
morning slacked all de way, played pokemon Diamond(it's fun)
den afternoon went out wif Geraldine, Rui An and Shao quan...
We went to Vivo on de pretence of going to do our chi essay together...
but realli...we were juz going there to haf fun!!!

i was late..though..met them at carl's junior...
we had many refills of drinks..lol..
den we went...we went...some shop....den arcade...played a little...
den we went to the pet safari look at dogs...haha...geraldine wan a dog for a pet! too bad she cant..lol

den we went walk walk..den we saw dis russian ship, the pallada (i think? cant rmb how to spell it)...den crap abit...den we went food republic..where i bought 2 deer meat Bao...haha...den dere eating in front of geraldine...she tinks its disgusting to eat deer...shrugs...lol..

den after that we went basement walk around...den went to adidas..where shaoquan,ruian and i was pia-ing the table football...so fun so fun...lol..geraldine find de game boring and went shopping at GIANT! lol..

Thurs

well, went sch for some PW talks...basically, i was not listening all de way...

But before that..played basketball from 7.15 to 8...den from 9.30 to 10.30 oso....lol..

den 12pm finish de pw talk...WAS SUPPOSED to attend some Maths Competition Lecture...but de boys decided to skip it and go JE play pool..lol...played quite a lot...but i lose alot too...=( onli won lyk...twice? lol...

den leaving that time saw Afiqah...Aqilah and Rashiela!! lol...so long nvr see them...dey still look as...erm...erm...erm....erm.....kuku like our 4-6 class lidat as ever...haha..den go LJS...where i treat them drinks (afiqah was shocked as she said dat was the first time i treat her anything since i know her 4 yrs ago)... den we talk talk, laugh laugh, joke joke, talk about old times, old rumors (swipe) and abit about some irritating nonsensical China guy who came to our class one day in his American Accent and disrupted our lives...lol....
Then after that went home...lol....

Then i saw zhen ping de pic when i came online msn....den it was a picture..of some goons in ccks....all wearing shorts...taking a closer look..it was my batch of goons during sec 1!!! haha...all of us look so small...so toot...so cute....no cool cool hairstyle..no wacky wacky hairstyles...lol....

Then today going back CCKS later..on de way see can get any of our old pics anot..lol...

finish blogging...
im off to my world of POKEMON..LOL

2008-06-15T16:59:00.002+08:00

1 mth minus 10 days no post le....

haiz....i feel so confused over matters of the heart...
yet there's nth i can do...

Sort of dun lyk JC life too...
Still misses 4/6 07' alot alot...

Exams...still nt used to studying during holidays..haha..
wan take it easy oso cannot...
so nt good for health...

Pray I can pass physics and literature....
Pray u can excel in all de subjects...

Haha...oso nth much to post...
is lyk so much feelings and emotions...
but cant be written down...

Hope to see Spain,Netherlands, Croatia and Germany in the semi finals of Euro 2008...

Going back to study le...
haf a strong urge to play...

DeRidder is going off...

2008-05-25T12:00:00.002+08:00

Holiday is here!!!

haha....now is time to blog

wan to kip going out le...but muz study...
but no study mood!!

haha
holiday can go chalet...
play more sports..
go out study grp wif them..
go out wif her..
Study more
Camp..
watch movie wif de guys...

yeah..i wan a fulfiling holiday!

2008-05-13T19:50:00.002+08:00

Haha...decided to take up some time to do posting..

haven do lit hw yet..

Err...today went to bugis wif my sis...B1 had reconstructed..more food!!

haha...shall do some reco to the food there!!

Once u are there...i tink u can dun bother about KFC, mac, ya kun, jollybean and Polar le....so usual..
Pasteries, got chewy junior, beard papa and one store...beside yellafella de...dat store de pastry is nicest,followed by beard papa...haha..muz try!!

got one yoghurt shop call 'pink youghurt'....nt nice de...

nice tings muz try is de yellafella and de Seoul Street food....haha...quite nice...
den de otak inc beside seoul street food oso nt bad...esp de laksa otak..haha...wat else was nice??

hmm...de octopus ball look quite ok...see alot ppl taking....den gt alot nvr try..haha...too full le by den..lol...

kkx...blog another time..nid rush hw..

signing off is De Ridder

2008-05-10T21:37:00.003+08:00

Hmm...dese few days....got so mani trip opportunity infront of me...kip making me think of sec life...

Nw cant go cambodia le...sad...no fate to go dis trip wif somebody....whom i went wif to India...haha...lol...
Den now considering to go to Taiwan, den still gt the UK trip and also Cheryl told me got the Beijing trip...hmm...

Kip looking at the things i kept from the India trips...all the cards....and also the reflection book and contact list!! haha...looking at my reflection book...i certainly reflected on one ting...my language dat time is realli CMI!! I kip using 'in the end', den the sentence structure was realli very bad!!! I cant believe i wrote those reflections!!!

Im realli thankful that there is a Mr Paul Cheong during my Sec 4 years...Thank you Mr Cheong!! You made a difference to my life!! Actually, so did all my frens and teachers...
haha

signing off...
happy mother's day!

2008-05-07T21:50:00.002+08:00

hmm...i duno y....i kinda feel stress dese days....or so it seems to be...

but i tink....its nt realli abt hw...hw...i've been catching on so and so...but was issit im stress abt....i do not noe....so weird??

anyway...had been slacking these few days... kip watching TVB show...de Catch me now and the Super Trio Series '奖门人'....haha....

still, im scared for JC life...so much things and stuffs to do..haiz...

nth much to blog le...bb

De ridder
Losing his throne..

2008-04-30T21:32:00.002+08:00

Haha....I'm in the EXCO of my CCA!!

Although is just a team leader, but i dun mind.

Hope can get used quickly... in Primary sch, i was vice head. In secondary sch, i was chair, and i daresay i gt quite alot of authority in both cases...now...im team leader, haha...nt so much authority le...finally will be 'keep in check'....haha...

Hopefully, i can still do my best, for PW, CCA den theres still NYAA, lit stuffs..hopefully i can cope...wif study and PE to add on...

sry AVA...looks lyk i gt nt much time for you le...sad...sorry ms sim and mrs lua...

2008-04-23T18:52:00.002+08:00

Today...there was a talk by Halogen, and for the first time i listened...then there
was the talk on NS...

I feel lost..Physics...im realli poor at it...literature...today...is lyk whole class answered mr Sas question...except me...i kept quiet for the whole lesson...im sure mr sas noticed...Econs...although i feel i can understand de subject...but i haf been scrapping just-pass...haiz...otherwise..i feel im nt so bad...

Am i like wat Mrs Tan said? That i have not settled in?? Haiz..i lost my passion for stuffs...hopefully i still got my integrity..but that's nt for mi to judge...im not challenging for stuffs...im getting too laid back...haiz...Im lost...the NS talk...make me even more worse...nw..i even haf to worry for NS...sigh...

Wats going on with me?!?!
Haiz...who can gimme advice?

2008-04-15T10:38:00.002+08:00

haiz...im already said i givin up..nw i onli treat u like fren nia..yet...u are still avoiding mi...perhaps is natural for girls to do so...but yet...muz u be so cold??

ask u stuffs...i duno...can lunch tgt anot...i duno....i cant stand it anymore...i just wan to be good frens wif u...u do all these tings...wat u trying to make me do? hate u? do u still value me as yr fren?

cold shoulders...yours are too icy...
I hate JC life

2008-04-12T18:47:00.002+08:00

Haha...Had great fun today...

last nite Cheryl called me to go out wif em...den i haf 2 choices to go...but i wasnt also listening much to her..haha..i was slping...

morning went to sao mu...woke up at 5...went wif my 3 cousins..haha...we ate you tiao and drank soya bean along de way to the temple...reached the place by around 6.15...den we start asking each other, "will they wake up so early to eat?" lol...

anyway...we reached and prayed and burn joss stick..first we went to visit my ah gong ah ma...but cant visit my da shen and wai gong wai po coz the vegetarian floor not open yet..but in the end dey opened the door later..and we left by 7.15..den reached home before 8..

I haf half a tot to not go out le...coz lyk a lot of hw...den i figured out tt if i dun go..i oso might nt do hw...den at home very sian..i might miss out on lots of fun and stuff....so i decided to go in de end..

met Marcus, Li Hai, Jit Xiong, kai hsiang, Lau JJ and we waited at mac..den minyi came...

when we reached below kai sheng's house and de rest all came....ee ling, xinjie, kai sheng, henry, yong hui, wei qing, jia jun, alvin, timothy and Bdae boy and girl Audrey and Zhi Zheng! You quan came after that...he was lazing at home...:P

den we eat alot! got mee sua, fried rice, bee hoon, curry and bread, smiley potato, nuggets, fishballs, tofu, mushroom?, hot dogs and lots of drinks! haha...eat and eat..lol...nice nice....kai sheng's mother can realli cook!!

den we did alot of funny, stupid and disgusting stuffs..haha...everyone was looking at us...haha....

den we cut cake! cake was big, nice and CREAMY!! lol...we had alittle fun wif bdae boy and girl...den marcus, kai hsiang, Lau JJ, youquan, jit xiong and lihai all went off first...i was in half a mind to go too but i stayed...haha..glad i did too..

den ee ling and xinjie went before the rest of us go to the carpark and played water bomb at the roof top..haha..so fun!!

tekan everyone...everyone was wet...when water bomb were out...we went downstairs and refilled water...25 cents for 2 pails..so worth it....den henry and zhi zheng ran all over the place...from 7th floor to first floor...den in de end wei qing slip and 'boom'...landed on the floor..haha....

bla bla bla....and we all finish...took pics and went off...dey went to eat and i went home....

Haha...had fun today...it was realli fun...took quite alot of pics...took alot of funny and wacky video...meeting up wif those CCKSians that i miss...forgot all abt JC life...and everything...it was as though we were still in de same sch...but went i was walking home....reality hit me back..hard... suddenly i rmbed abt PJC....de class where i still dun realli feel much joy there...PW...HW...all the problems..haiz...i realli wish that we remain like sec 4...haiz...

Now..LAST NITE:

Went back to sch for the 15th speech day...extra fun!!! forgot who went back le..anyway..so mani till cant name all out..den i saw marcus and we started all our craps, juz like old times! we sat beside each other anyway for the speech day...den the gang of AVA- my batch, all talked and talked...haha..i felt im back in de old times...sob..

Hang around the sch, talked alot alot wif the old frens..and we went up to hall for the start of speech day

de speeches by those 'ex-upstairs' were of coz, BORING!!! GOH was some Mr Andrew Chew...duno whozat.. Before that was a task which will most likely be the last time i will do it- singing of the CCKS school song...i sang it aloud...they chng the video..still dun haf my face inside..sad =(...

den de prize presentation...07 sec 1 to sec 3s went up...onli 3 AVA got award...Sumitha, Siva and Lihao..proud of em...den at the ppt there..all sec 4s wonder whether will haf our faces anot..haha...

den when is nearer to our turn...i gt nervous..i was the 2nd one to go up...and yup...got our faces on the ppt slide...i tink when i take foto wif the GOH i wasnt looking at the camera...den i cant rmb whether i bow properly anot..too nervous i gues..den i saw Ms Filzah sitting behind de curtain!!!haha..she was givin me a thumb-up...haha...

den we took a grp foto wif the GOH..den we went back to sit....den it was the long service award for the staff of the school....5 yr award got alot of teachers...10 yr award oso gt lots of teachers...we stood up and clapped for some of dem...den bla bla bla...top student of the year...student of the year...den was a performance by Kenny Lee and Wei ken...lol...den it was the pupils creed, me and marcus improvised it!!

den we went down eat dinner...talked to ms wong...mr kumar...mr lau...mdm ibaidah..we teased her and ask very cheekily whether shes pregnant...sadly is a 'No'..haiz...den joke wif ms nora and ms zee...miss them all! den talked to both Mr Loy...mr kong..mr chua...mdm siti...ms see...mr leong...den took foto wif ms sim...mrs tang...mdm lim choon toh...ms filzah...haha...love dem all! ;x also got take pics wif other students...pity no take wif aimin...neither did we go out and eat oso...lol..o well...

left...and met Mr Ng at the bus stop..erm...Mr Josiah Ng..yup! that old guy is back...haha...had some talks...den 4-8 peeps came along..so did the bus...we talked about how all of us had changed and stuff...den cheryl cant recognise josiah..lol...
thats it...

i realised...i was the only 2/5 to get an award!! haha...make me so proud of myself..haha....anyway...had great great fun today....miss dem all!!

kk...
end here...
bb!!

De Ridder...
Signing off

2008-04-06T20:56:00.002+08:00

Haha...finally added some colours to the blog...It is now no longer Black, white and gray..

Last nite i thought of some things. Life is so full of irony.

I duno how to explain..but the thinkings are all there...ha ha...

Life, it is in a mess, which can nvr be cleared up..

2008-04-05T21:23:00.002+08:00

WAHAHAHA!!!

Today i da feng shou!!!

Went Bugis for dinner wif my mum and sis...ate Sakae Teppanyaki...it's not bad!! haha...a tad expensive though...

Den...i met my dear dear old fren, SHUNI!! i long time no see her, kinda miss her (& all 4-6sians too!!) We met on opposite escalator...haha..said hi...den wave and wave...hahaha...

den went walk walk...den saw somebody...and that somebody, if i nvr see wrongly, is Zhen Hao...was wif his stead...haha...walk past him directly..yet tink he no see me...his eyes were all on tt girl..wahaha...smiling so happily...nt like de red lobster when i was sec 1...haha...

went to Adidas, bought a water bottle! then also FINALLY found the Black Liverppol Euro away kit and bought it!! YES!! wahaha...a pity nt to haf any prints of name and no behind the shirt..if not it will DEFINITELY BE #9- TORRES!!! This kit, i was looking for it since December...haha...finally..i can lay my hands on it..cost $107..abit ex..but its alrgith..can be charged to my dad...haha...

wat else wat else?!?!!? Oh..went to Mong Kok HK Cafe for a drink...wah!! The hot plate there...all so nice- smelling!!! haha...the menu...all the food...looks so nice!! then the drinks..OMG!!! so many choices!! i took a long time to choose what to drink..in the end went for de classic...港式冻奶茶！！haha...shiok...the tea was thick thick de..de kind i like..

den went to Kinokuniya...where i found the full version of Flowers of Algernon...cant help myself to not buy it...so...i bought it!! haha...but duno gt time read anot..so much hw...so much tests coming up...wats more..i haven read finish my literature book...Pride and Prejudice..so..if i read flowers of algernon now..i will feel guilty...

For those who noe how to appreciate Flowers for Algernon...u can come find me to borrow the book!! haha...

Den before go home..bought the chewy junior..haha....dat dalon buy a box for jasmine's bdae present..tempted me so much..haha...besides..it was de WHOLE GROUP decision to buy it..haha...sounds like eat so much today...lol...

We planned where to go out to eat for the next 3 saturdays le..haha...

All right...
De ridder...signing off...

Liverpool Rules!

2008-04-05T11:19:00.004+08:00

So long no post le...
yet duno got wat to write...
nth to write about...
these few days had been...
quite quiet...
inner me...feel so souless...

i duno y..i still dun realli feel the bond wif this class...
S28 seems so..distant to mi...i dun like it...but neither do i detest it..
i juz dun feel the sense of attachment to this class...its lacking something...
i just feel that im just passing time at this class...haha...i sensed some irony in my mind=)...

signing off...
Lonesome
De ridder...

2008-03-30T23:11:00.002+08:00

Haiz...I cant realli cope wif PW le...its killing mi...i hope i wont be a liabilty to my group mates nxt time...i realli cant make head or tail on wat to do...up till now im largely relying on ppl lyk jasmine and geraldine for help..haiz..makes me quite useless...next time go university how to cope lidat???

enough said..i haven finish my PI..
signing off...

2008-03-27T23:09:00.003+08:00

Whole nite...u had been avoiding me...u tink i cant feel it or see it or sense it?? So many incidents..so clear to me...You had been avoiding me...when i haf even done anything??? Concern about u u wish to tell me nth at all...Ask you how come all u can answer is duno...
You left me feeling so weird...dat i shouldnt even be there for the nite...want to leave early...tt im extra....tts my feelings..yes it is....

2008-03-22T14:22:00.001+08:00

I realise this blogskin cannot see the date of the post...o well...nvm....haha..

OMGOMGOMG!!! How? HOw?? HOw??? nid to do PW research!! Journeys or Modernisation?? SO hard to find a good topic to do on...zzz...

Haiz...i go fret about it le...blog another time bah...

2008-03-20T18:58:00.002+08:00

Haiz...tiring tiring day...

First time 4pm end this term....and PE was 3-4pm...SIAN...so tired...we did 3 stations today...Board Jump, Pullups and 2.4!! As usual..i failed all!! lol...but i sad...coz somebody doubted my effort!!! Grr...Noe me for 1 yr le somemre..still rather believe wat ppl say about i dint run at all instead of trusting me...how can u!!!haiyo...Lol

Den had PW research muz do over the long weekend...den muz read up on phy and econs notes le...abit blur le...ahaha....otherwise...can rather slack slack abit...haha..hope my Wii will be ready by this weekend!!! Hope can go out wif u this weekend too...hehehehhee...

Go le..byee!

2008-03-18T20:51:00.002+08:00

So touched...my blog has more and more links le...haha...its slowly expanding...very soon...i shall open more franchise...lol...and a global chain store!!

haiz...ok...HW is starting to get more and more...which is a rather bad sign...still...my stress lvl is still maintaining at 1...lol..

today...PE..wasnt that bad...coz dint do much...den i oso dint get myself a locker...coz...jasmine and geraldine share one locker, rui an oso got one locker...so if nid store anything...i juz rely on their lockers can le...haha...

soon..i shall chng my blogskin..hahhaa...

sign off le...oso duno wat to write...i rather watch Tom and Jerry...hahahha

2008-03-16T20:15:00.002+08:00

Today, last day of my March Holiday...sianz...then another 10 whole weeks of suffering...BAD....droops...

I shall introduce a new character of my era...

Its name is Lucky..lol...It's a male, and is a RABBIT!! haha...

I need to introduce him...coz...he's very difficult to handle..haiz..

Lucky was in my house when i was P6 i tink...so...he's living quite long le...should be dying soon bah...shrugs..It's golden-brown...last time we brought back a female rabbit, named it sparky...den dey gave birth to 4 children...Sadly...1 died when its afew days old...den de other 3 survived...one brown colour...one grey colour and one white colour..haha...

Den..very very sadly, Sparky suffered from erm...产后忧郁症...so..we haf to send it away..coz we cant feed it medicine...and she became a danger..

Den...Lucky took the grey colour rabbit(Kiki) as his 2nd wife( his other 2 offsprings were given away)...dis time...dey gave birth to one rabbit..but we guess that kiki was too young when she got pregnant..so the baby rabbit wasnt fully developed...the leg bones were in a werid position..and it is incapable of standing on its own...it squeaks most of the time n haf to be seperate from the mother, in case de mother step on it and hurt it...sad...

Later, they gave birth to another 7 more rabbits...GOOD GRIEVE!! we gave them all away...

Finally, my dad cant stand havin 3 rabbits in de house....in the end we haf to send Kiki and the baby to the SPCA..which we figured de baby was put to sleep...sobsob..

Well, and Lucky had been living on its own...and...he respond to his name, and also let us cuddle him...he oso respond to my whistle...and he will beg for food..sometimes....

But, my mother spoilt him...he's difficult to handle nowadays...Morning, 7-8am, he must eat bread...den afternoon, lunch time, he must eat Cabbage, tea time and dinner he will eat his rabbit food and bread, den at 10pm EVERYDAY must eat carrot somemre....LOL....he doesnt eat his dry grass...he doesn't like it...Den everytime when my mum haf offerings every 1st and 15th day of the Lunar Month, he will go eat the apple there and the cakes...My mum tried to put a small apple or cake at the side for him, he will still prefer to eat the centralised one...lol....wats worse..u dun let him eat the tings he want..he will scratch u or nibble your toe...and dun let u walk and growl at you...

haiz...That will be all for today...

Bye!!

2008-03-15T20:30:00.002+08:00

Last nite, my mum went to Malaysia wif my aunt...with my dad based in China and Sis not at home most of the time....THE WHOLE HOUSE IS PRACTICALLY MINE!!! WAHAHAHA!

I now more freedom!! haha...i can do anything i lyk at home!! I can now go out at anytime!!

Budden...no mum at home= messy house!! I nid to wash my own cups, kip the clothes, pour away leftover from last nite, den still nid clean my rabbit's sai sai...wats more...i got no more clean, white, sweet-smelling underwears!!! (talk about underwear...saw some guiness world record ytd...one of the records is about no. of times u can wear de underwear wif 2 legs at the same time in a minute...lol)..Den oso now muz eat fast-food w/o mum at home...eat till sick le...ppl,do me a favour, pls dun call me go eat fastfood for the whole of nxt week...thx =DD

Went to JE today..so fun and exciting!!! reached the place at 1.30..left the place at 2...haha...still...im satisfied :P

haiyo...y cant ppl take it easy lei??? y must stress demself out for JC life and beyond at now lei?? Y cant slowly 未雨绸缪, take tings slowly and relax first lei???
One day, muz bring these ppl to St. John island...den dey will noe...lol...

Sign off..

2008-03-15T16:58:00.004+08:00

Haiz...Was planning to read the Pride And Prejudice to Chpt 20 by 5pm today..but manage to only finish up to Chpt 16...sigh.....

Decided to put up some quotes from the novel, They are as follows:

-'A woman must have a throughout knowledge of music,singing,drawing,dancing, and the modern languages, to deserve the word; and besides all this, she must possess a certain something in her air and manner of walking, the tone of her voice, her address and expressions, or the word will be but half-deserved' The word is- accomplished :)

-'There is meanness in all the arts which ladies sometimes condescend to employ for captivation. Whatever bears affinity to cunning is despicable.' PS: These are not my words!!!

-'to be so easily seen through I am afraid is pitiful'

-'who first discovered the efficacy of poetry in driving away love!'

-'The wisest and the best of men -nay, the wisest and best of their actions- may be rendered ridiculous by a person whose first object in life is a joke!'

-'Vanity is a weakness indeed. But pride- where there is a real superiority of mind, pride will be always under good regulations'

-'There is, I believe, in every disposition a tendency to some particular evil- a nautral defect, which not even the best education can overcome'

-'Society has claims on us all'

I duno whether these will make sense to some people anot, but it makes some sense to me..haha!!

Continue another post later or tomorrow or at a later date...

Signing off...
De Ridder

2008-03-14T23:18:00.002+08:00

Here for my second post of the day, also the second post of my blog!!!

I created 1 blog before,(2 actually, but de 2nd dint realli did much to it) when i was sec 1!! That time wif Wei lie, Shiling and a few others were there crapping of blogss..haha...kinda fun!!

This blog finally looks MORE presentable..all thanks to one person...whose name had been added into Credits..haha...without her...this blog will be like how you would see a Window 95 computer now...She is realli good at this (haha..people help me do tings i muz at least compliment if im not paying her :P)

I like this blogskin!! It highlights singaporeans!! hahaha. But im suspect Mr Cheong might vomit blood if he sees this (Sry, Mr Cheong)

I guess i will be doing this blog injustice, coz i will not advertise or publicise this blog...it doesn't realli go well wif my style...lol..

Alright, talked enough...I got to get going...I might try to tackle my Econs hw..haha...

'ATTENTION! SALUTE'
De Ridder IS LEAVING...

2008-03-14T11:38:00.002+08:00

My first post!! I was gettin too bored le...thats y suddenly 心血来潮..wan make blog!!

But is too complicated!! Music,Templete,Cbox and stuff...I do and do and do till wan vomit out the brunch i just ate....

O welll..nth else to write...

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